roller coaster ride

i keep trying not to worry, but it's so damn hard. everything's so up and down lately, so inconsistent, you know? i mean, i always try to look at the positive...cuz overall i'm usually a pretty happy camper, but lately things are just so...bleh, and i can't seem to focus on seeing the brighter side. i am dealing with the lousy situations one-by-one, but it just seems that as soon as one thing is ok...another crappy thing creeps up on me. grrrr...so frustrated. btw, thanks for being there for me and reminding me that things will be okay. [you know who you are;)]